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Post by soscared on May 24, 2005 14:06:04 GMT -5
Im a mess.. im not even 19... and im in such a state.. I suffer from emetophobia (the fear of being sick) and i get panic attacks.. My teeth are terrible.. probably the worst on here.. all my front ones are perfect so i can hide easily enough.. but ithink problably 5 - 8 of my teeth need to be either removed or lots and lots of work done on them they have big big holes in them.. bits of tooth missing.... (all molars or close to) I already have overcrowding in my mouth and horrible HORRIBLE memories of past dental experiences not to mention shere humiliation... thats the main part that scares me.. im so embarasssed that its making me depressed.. i cant sleep at night and i kleep getting panic attacks of just putting myself in situations in my mind.. Im finding it hard to l;eave the house at the moment and i think this is a good reason why.. Over the past couple of days ive had the most foul taste in my mouth and its making me even more worried and scared. My dad left when i was 13 and i went into MAJOR depression and didnt look after myself at all for 3 years after.. ignored my teeth, my hair. my skin. etc...
Ive considered meds to make me go.. even just for a check up.. but i make myself panic at the thought of even contacting someone. Im need help.. so badly.. im so scared.. and its ruining me.. im only young and this is not the way i want to be living.. but i physically cannot go.. and i cant take anyone comforting with me.. because im so ashamed of the neglect.
My teeth dont hurt at all.. but i can fee.l massive holes with my tongue and it makes me feel sick.. ive practically stopped eating because im so scared.. i cant sleep either.. im awreck .. a nervous one.. and in need of some serious help... before i do something stupid..
Ive thought terrible things.. killing myself even.. i sound so stupid to think such terrible things about a dentist.. but i cant help it and i cant go to one.. no matter how hard i try..
Please someone hear this plea and give me some advice.. i feel so alone and so ashamed.. please.... someone
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Post by soscared on May 24, 2005 15:16:27 GMT -5
i am based in the uk btw..
I need to find someone who has seen apalling teeth.. really bad.. so i dont feek so bad
At the moment i feel like dirt, scum...
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Post by letsconnect on May 24, 2005 15:18:47 GMT -5
You're by no means alone in your fear - a lot of people who have posted here have felt (or feel) the way you do. Let's put it this way - I used to play mind-games with myself along the lines of "if I could prevent a nuclear catastrophe by seeing a dentist, would I go?" and the answer was "no way!". Literally. Same for "would I rather be dead or see a dentist?" - rather be dead, of course. I know this sounds really bad, and it's not really possible for anyone who hasn't suffered with an extreme phobia to understand. Shame and embarrassment are extremely common among people with a dental phobia - on our website, it is perhaps the most requested page of all. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make everything all right for you. Obviously, I can't. There is no reason to feel ashamed. These things happen, and you can't turn back the clock. What I would maybe suggest is to find a qualified psychologist you like who will work with you. Preferably someone who specializes in anxiety disorders and who deals with dental phobics on a regular basis, and has a "tame" dentist on hand who is prepared to work with you as a person and who is guaranteed not to judge you on the state of your teeth. You've already taken the first step by posting here - it must have been very hard to even look up this site, never mind ask for help. You should feel very proud of yourself!! I don't know if the idea above (enlisting the support of a counsellor) is a runner with you? If you're not keen on the idea, it's no problem. Thanks for joining this board !
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Post by letsconnect on May 24, 2005 15:26:55 GMT -5
I only just noticed your post about being in the UK. I don't know if you've seen the "find or recommend a dentist" board at the bottom of this page. You will be more restricted in your choice if you're looking for NHS treatment. There are, however, community dentists who work with dental phobia sufferers, and that's NHS. Waiting lists can be long though, depending on your area. If you want more info, let us know!
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Post by soscared on May 24, 2005 15:28:34 GMT -5
I had lots of psychological help when my dad left.... so its nothing new to me... I feel like such a baby.. im sobbing writing this. I think maybe that idea is the best.. I had no idea that people who deal with phobias are going to have a list of people to help work on me as well.
I must have spent so much money on temparin to plug the holes up that id have enough to buy myself a new wardrobe.. The only problem is... it comes out so fast and i feel even morescared when they do fall out.
My boyfriend has to have his jaw broken and reconstructed because his bottom jaw is sticking out further than his top.. kinda like a bulldog... and when i think at how calm he is about this kind of thing.. hes not scared at all.. i feel even more stupid.. and pathetic.
I wouldnt know where to begin to find a psychologist who can help me.. who also knows various people who can help me....
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Post by letsconnect on May 24, 2005 15:36:17 GMT -5
I don't know the UK health system well enough to give a qualified answer - but will e-mail the other moderators to reply. They may not be around tonight, so if you could check back over the next day or two, that would be great !
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Post by soscared on May 24, 2005 15:41:37 GMT -5
thanks so much I was wondering what the possible treatments are for holes in the teeth... big holes in the teeth that you can fit ur tongue into.. i havent been to a dentist since i had a root canal 2 years ago and am unsure of what to expect if i ever did have to go to a dentist in an emergency. It might make me feelbetter to warn someone before i made an appoitment of the severity of my dental condition.
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Post by Gordon on May 24, 2005 16:28:07 GMT -5
There is no hard and fast system in place, in most areas it's a sort of old boys' network, I work with a couple of CPNs (Community Psychiatric Nurses) and with a Psychologist in the hospital I'm based in but this is more accidental than a system in place. I daresay other areas have something similar.
You mention having root canal treatment a couple of years ago? This is pretty much the ultimate treatment for teeth with big holes in them, short of extraction. I wouldn't worry about dentists being shocked by decayed teeth, I stopped being surprised at decayed teeth about 2 weeks into my dental degree ;D and I'm certainly not unique!
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Post by Faye on May 24, 2005 16:32:14 GMT -5
Hi Soscared, First of all you're absolutely not stupid or pathetic for having these problems! You sound like you've been through a tough time when younger, I too suffered panic attacks but I didn't have the worries of a parent leaving the house. I also got a horrible taste/smell in my mouth and I thought my teeth were rotting away. I felt (and still do feel) around my mouth with my tongue, and because I had (and still have in some places) lots of tartar buildup my tooth definition lots itself a bit. I don't know if you have lots of tartar but I have just started to look at my teeth and have seen I have a lot more than I thought. I believed half my teeth were just falling apart but it seems most of it is tartar that has chipped away and stuff. My lower front teeth were yellow and I thought they were dying and would have to be removed, but there not I really know how difficult panic attacks are, I had them chronically for a good couple of years, pretty much all day every day. They are much better now but the fear of them coming back is still worrying, and I was worried about them appearing when seeing the dentist. Huge hugs for finding this site. Pretty much all the posters here are dental phobics and realise that just saying or writing 'dentist' is petrifying. Have a good nose around here and you'll find you're not alone, we're all here with you and want to help you Just wanted to mention that your mind is probably working overtime as mine was. For 10 years I had built going to the dentist up to this impossible, painful, traumatic event. Eventually I had enough of worrying and went to the dentist and found that is was really alright! When I got out of the appointment I wondered why I'd waited so many years to go, it really wasn't traumatic at all, didn't feel a bit of pain. My advice would be to phone a dentist (if a friend or relative has a nice one, try them) and ask them if they're okay with nervous patients. Ask if you could go in for a quick chat. (My parents and one of my sisters went to mine, an NHS dentist, I didn't have a pre-examination interview but put on my form that I was very nervous and I believe this helped me to be treated nicely). Honestly it sounds petrifying and I was scared when I phoned, when I picked up and handed in forms, and when I first sat in the chair. But once it got going I really don't know why I spent so many years worrying. In my head I'd built it up to be a big invasion of my space and a really intruding experience but in reality it was nothing like that. I stared at the ceiling while my teeth were being cleaned, I was a bit tense but there was no real reason why I should have been. It really didn't hurt, it felt a bit wierd but not bad at all. I know in other posts I keep going on about how great it feels afterwards, but it really does feel good to get it seen to. It's a weight lifted off the shoulders, there's a huge feeling of achievement at having done it. It is tough to force yourself to go for that first appointment, but after the first one it gets a bit easier, it's not so much of a shock. Anyway sorry for rambling on. Just wanted to say I really feel for you with your panic attacks but while you're suffering them it is really good to be asking for help for your teeth. I really wish I'd done the same, I wouldn't be where I was now if I had, you're doing such a good thing. Just remember the panic attacks are just a response to an imaginary stimulus, nothing bad will happen to you, just have to fight through them unfortunately. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you I really hope you can phone a dentist for an appointment, and if you do I hope it goes really well for you. I really reckon that minds tend to make things seem a lot worse than they actually are. Also if you read through a lot of the posts on this site the whole idea of 'dentistry' seems a lot less scary. I used to hate watching toothpaste adverts on TV but I can now look at Dr Spiller's website (available through dental fear central links) with a real interest. Sorry for rambling on a bit, I'll head off now. Wish you all the best! Faye
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Post by Mike on May 24, 2005 17:47:30 GMT -5
Hi there, I hope you are starting to see light at the end of the tunnel when you read your responses so far, because there is hope - there is help out there- you will be ok. ;D The impact of dental phobia on daily living is well described and it is recognised that these include eating behaviours, oral hygiene, self-medication, and crying & aggression etc. The main impact on general health is thought to be sleep disturbance, however also greatly affected are social interactions, performance at work/school, self esteem/self confidence, established/new personal relationships etc. You are not alone - all these things are well documented. General anxiety, guilt, shame, embarrassment, and loss of self esteem are really common in people with dental phobia. This usually includes a fear of letting someone - anyone (either friend or stranger, or a doctor, dentist etc) even see their teeth. Or it can be fear of what the dentist will say about condition of their teeth. Strong gag reflexes and the fear of being sick during a procedure are quite common as well. You are not alone! Do you have a strong gag reflex or is it actually being sick which you are afraid of? Embarrassment is perhaps THE most common concern voiced by people who haven't been to a dentist in a very long time. This is a vicious circle in dental phobia: whatever caused the phobia initially (be it painful or traumatic experiences, hurtful remarks, or something else) leads to avoidance, which in turn means no access to professional dental care, usually resulting in poorer oral health, and at some stage the results of this "neglect" are perceived to be so embarrassing that it's totally impossible to see a dentist, even when in pain. The fact of the matter is that as dentists we really do see alot of bad teeth all the time. Although it sounds like your teeth need alot of work, this would be nothing new or unsual to any dentist you saw. We see people who need multiple fillings/extractions/root treatments etc etc all the time- literally every day. Some people aren't lucky like you with good front teeth. For some people all that can be done is to remove ALL of their teeth. But even then it's not the end of the world - we can make lovely, natural dentures so that they can eat, and smile again! The fact that you need alot of work should not be an issue. The actual dentistry would not be a big problem and your teeth can be easily fixed no matter how bad they are (even if some of them do need to be removed.) The problem isn't with fixing your teeth- any dentist could help you with that regardless of how bad they are. It's how you feel about it all that's the problem. It is important that you remember that you are much more than your past. Of course, you cannot change the past- not even one second of it. Some things can't be changed. However luckily some things can! You can change (either quickly or gradually) how what has happend to you in the past makes you feel now. ;D You can then get the treatment you want, and deserve to have. Then all of this will just be a problem you used to have! You will have a healthy mouth and you can feel proud of yourself that you have overcome something which once seemed impossible. I do know a number of great, friendly dentists and psychologists across the country. If you could give me an idea of the general area where you live I could certainly try to give you some recommendations. If you don't want to post where you are from on the forum, you could email me at whatfearcom@hotmail.com Best wishes, Mike
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Post by gdentalfear on May 27, 2005 1:01:13 GMT -5
Ipsychological help .... I think maybe that idea is the best.. I had no idea that people who deal with phobias are going to have a list of people to help work on me as well. I wouldnt know where to begin to find a psychologist who can help me.. who also knows various people who can help me.... Hi, Just to add my two cents worth on how to find a suitable psychologist. In the UK, working as a therapist/counsellor is unregulated. This means that anyone can hang out a shingle and call themselves a therapist or counsellor. This may include people who have had no training whatsoever and people who have done a brief counselling course as well as people who hold recognised qualifications. It is therefore advisable to choose someone who is registered with a reputable body such as, for example, the British Association for Counselling and Psychotherapy (BACP) or with the British Confederation of Psychotherapists (BCP). In order to qualify for registration with either of these two bodies, a therapist has to have completed a recognised training course and have on-going supervision. Both bodies operate a code of ethics and a complaints procedure, so there is some protection for clients. There are then several ways of finding a therapist: 1. You could ask your GP to recommend one. Many GP practices work with local therapists; sometimes they are even based at the GP practice. (Also, if you can’t afford to pay to see a therapist privately, then going to your GP and asking for a referral to see one on the NHS will be your only option.) If you see a therapist as a private patient, expect to pay from £30 upwards for a 50 minute session (though some therapists have a sliding fee scale and may offer lower fees if you can’t afford the full fee). 2. “Let’s” already mentioned that some dentists work together with a therapist (there is one dental practice in my town as well that does this). Therefore, another option of finding a therapist is phoning the dental surgeries in your town and ask if they liaise with a therapist for patients who suffer from dental phobia. (If you find a therapist through your GP or a dental surgery, you can use the BACP and BCP registers mentioned below to confirm the registration status of the therapist.) 3. If you don’t want to discuss this with your GP and you can’t face phoning lots of dental surgeries, you can find a therapist through the British Association for Counselling and Psychotherapy (BACP). Their web site is at : www.bacp.co.uk/ On the web site, look down the left-hand side and click on “Find a therapist”. Then either select a region from the drop-down menu or type in the name of a town. This then gives you a list of names of therapists. You can then place “ticks” in the boxes on the far right-hand side for those names where you’d like to see further information. Make sure you choose those that have the letters “BACP” in the “registration/accreditation” column (on my PC these are the names in blue). You can then review their details, e.g. contact details, qualifications, experience, fees, therapeutic approach etc. 4. Alternatively, you can find a therapist from the web site of the British Confederation of Psychotherapists (BCP). Their web site is at: www.bcp.org.uk/On the left-hand side, click on “Finding a Therapist” (this gives you a list of member organisations who can assist you in finding a therapist). Or, also on the left-hand side, click on “On-line Register”. Then select a county from the drop-down menu and tick “adult trained”. The click the “search register” button. This way you get a list of names of individual therapists. Some other points: The BACP register gives the therapeutic approach used by each therapist, e.g. psychodynamic, person-centred, CBT, etc. It is useful to bear in mind that not all methods suit all people. For therapy to be successful it is important that there is the “right fit” between the therapist and the client. If you want to know a bit more about the different approaches to help you decide which one might be best for you, there is an excellent book called “Who can I talk to?” (by Judy Cooper & Jenny Lewis). It is a guide that gives an overview of the various therapies and counselling services available in the UK. It outlines the theories behind the different approaches and gives checklists to help you find the therapy which will best suit your individual situation.- You can obtain the book from Amazon ( www.amazon.co.uk/exec/obidos/ASIN/0340620331/qid=1117038449/sr=1-4/ref=sr_1_8_4/026-0872796-2914012 ) or from your local library (if they don’t have it on the shelf, you can ask for it to be ordered for you from another library). (When the guide was published it was endorsed by the BCP, BACP, Child Line, Cruse, Institute of Family Therapy, Institute of Group Analysis, MIND, Relate, Samaritans, Westminster Pastoral Foundation, Young Minds Trust.) It is generally a good idea to interview more than one therapist on the phone or in person before making a final decision. Some therapists offer a free initial consultation. Think about the kind of questions you may want to ask, such as for example, what experience the therapist has with phobias in general and dental phobia in particular. Some therapists will come with you to the dentist (when you’re ready to visit one) if you want this, others will not do this. Therefore, if this is important to you, it’s a good idea to establish whether this will be possible at the outset. For the moment, I can’t think of anything else to add. If you have any questions, feel free to write back. And, as Let’s, Gordon, Faye, and Mile have already said – you are not alone with this. G. 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Post by Faye on May 27, 2005 11:03:28 GMT -5
Hiya Soscared, How are you doing? Hope you're feeling a bit better! Faye
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Post by soscarednotloggedin on May 31, 2005 3:19:45 GMT -5
thanks so much everyone, after reading all of your replies... i decided to pluck up the courage and do something about it.... I showed my mum my teeth and asked her for an honest opinion.. and she said it wasnt half as bad as she expected.... she got in contact with a friend of hers who is a dentist (he drinks at the local pub with her every week) and asked him what my best options were.. He has a person working at his practice for people with phobias and i can be sedated.. go on valium etc... He is the dentist who fixed cliff richards teeth and still does! So i know im in good hands.. Looks like ive got an appointment tomorrow at 5pm Buty its strange because im actually very positive about it.. Its so nice to know there are other people out there... and thanks faye - your words are very encouraging Panic attacks really do suck I dont gag at the dentist btw.. its just a fear of being sick.. they might be 2 completely different phobias altogether. thanks so much for all your support... ill tell you all how it goes tomorrow *Freaks out*
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Post by Faye on May 31, 2005 4:29:45 GMT -5
Well done it's wonderful that you've got an appointment. I'll be thinking of you and will be keeping my fingers crossed for you (not that you'll need it! ) It may be nerve-wracking but just think of the end result, it will all be worth it! Faye
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Post by letsconnect on May 31, 2005 8:00:34 GMT -5
I'm glad to hear that you managed to tell your mum and get an appointment. Good luck tomorrow (not that you'll need it, from your description) ! Please let us know how it goes!
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Post by so scared not logged in on Jun 1, 2005 13:14:32 GMT -5
Im backk!!! *Sings* It wasnt as bad as i thought it was.. but it was just a check really.. and some xrays. The new dentist was lovely.. He wasnt scary at all.. He was calm and gentle and kept making me feel positive and told me i was really brave. My last dentist was very intense and really not the right atmosphere.. But this new dentist was wonderful and very calming. he told me that my teeth werent as bad as i think. Of course there is lots of work to be done but its all fixable and stuff he deals with everyday. He took some xrays and he is going to call my mum tomorrow.. Seeing as if i talk to him about it.. ill start crying, my mum said shell do all the talking. He told me that the discolouration of VERY white parts on my front teeth is a disease (Cant remember the name) where my teeth were very soft when i was in the womb and they calciumised or something or other.. making them very weak up to this day. And the fact i had soya milk for years didnt help the problem. He also said i'll probably have to have 4 teeth out and a trip to a hygenist (for a deep clean - oh joy) and ill be ok . But he cant say so for sure until he sees the xrays tomorrow. Fingers crossed its all ok and there isnt any major hidden problems
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Post by letsconnect on Jun 1, 2005 14:21:42 GMT -5
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Post by someperson11 on Jun 5, 2005 1:38:55 GMT -5
You're dentist sounds great. Mine is ok, but I know there is better out there. I'm sure you feel very relieved. I know after coming out of the dentist i felt so proud, but most of all relieved. It helps to know exactly whats wrong and that its solvable. I hope your x-rays come back good, I hope mine do too.
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Post by csupan on Jun 5, 2005 16:02:58 GMT -5
Soscared, well done on your bravery in this matter. i also have panic attacks and bad teeth so can understand the immense trauma you have undergone. as everyone reading this will know; despair can be an overwhelming emotion but there are people here with hearts of gold and the patience of angels. to make the steps you already have done shows that you have enormous courage and self-respect. you should be proud that your honest and emotional post has given great comfort and hope to a lot of the people who have read this thread. congratulations mate, all power to you.
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Post by keith on Jun 6, 2005 2:28:32 GMT -5
soscared, Ya not only one I give my parents a note and they made my appointment with dentist it was exam and 3 xrays ( 2 byte and 1 para) and he was debating partial and full denture that time i was there since i told him i really didnt wanna denture from start he saw me but he said its 10 out of 16 on top were bad with decay too much to fix since teeth missing pieces alot so he told me what kind work i need there was 20 teeth need remove and 7 fillings and top complete dentures but he was nice and hygentist they calm me down so good i shake bit but i was not bright i look the tools behind me when they took off to serve someone else while the para xray was getting process. then when it was done i saw it i agree with my dentist to have full denture on top since its better in long run have them pull and keep just 10 on bottom.
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Post by soscarednotlogged on Jun 6, 2005 14:18:18 GMT -5
wow keith, sounds like you had a lot of work! But you made it through ok so thats great Its nice to know that my experience has offered some hope to other people.. Its nice that this place exists so that we can all have each other to support us. I heard back from my dentist today and he told me i need 4 teeth out (3 are dead anyway) and one filling.. ONE FILLING.!!! i was shocked.. i was expecting much much much more than this. My dentist wants me to be put out for the extractions but wants me to be awake for the fillingbecause he wants to help me confront my fear rather than just get knocked out every time! Hes a great dentist My confidence has already boosted so much. Before i didnt like to talk to people.. I couldnt sing in front of people and now i just dont care. .Becasuse its being sorted. and ive confronted this fear. Ive even applied to go on a course for sign language and lip reading and eventually i want to study speech therapy.. Its amazing how something so tiny in my life, turned out to be such a big issue interfering with every day things. I can smile again
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Post by someperson11 on Jun 6, 2005 18:36:56 GMT -5
1 filling whoot! I have had one filling and it wasn't bad at all. Seriously, I didn't feel anything and I had no numbing what so ever. I was like WOW that was so easy and felt like i could conquer the world!! I still got out of that place as fast as i could though. Extractions, haven't had one but sounds scary. I feel guilty because I hear everyone else's stories and all these extractions they need to have and I don't need any. <for all the people brave enough to have extractions.
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Post by letsconnect on Jun 8, 2005 13:50:07 GMT -5
My confidence has already boosted so much. Before i didnt like to talk to people.. I couldnt sing in front of people and now i just dont care. .Becasuse its being sorted. and ive confronted this fear. Ive even applied to go on a course for sign language and lip reading and eventually i want to study speech therapy.. Its amazing how something so tiny in my life, turned out to be such a big issue interfering with every day things. I can smile again That is fantastic !! I'm so glad you can get on with your life now. Sounds like you've got a great dentist - and it's great to hear that you need a lot less treatment than you expected. Congratulations again !! Please let us know how you get on!
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Post by soscarednotlogged on Aug 1, 2005 6:59:16 GMT -5
Right, here goes, Im just about to leave (in 20 mins) to have my dental extractions. Im feeling very nervous about everything but i guess ill be ok. I have my mum and my boyfriend coming wityh me to drive me home and give me some moral support. Im having the whole scaling and polishing stuff done while im under too... *gulps* Ill let you all know how i get on... *hugs to everyone*
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Post by letsconnect on Aug 1, 2005 8:11:55 GMT -5
Best of luck - you're probably all done by now . Let us know how it went after you've had some rest .
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