Post by desperate on Sept 18, 2005 20:49:06 GMT -5
I have rotten teeth. hi. i just began surfing the net about rotten teeth and support for them. my entire life i've had bad teeth. it all began when i was a kid old enough to look in the mirror, and in school in that age group where kids start making fun of others. as baby teeth were falling out, my incoming adult teeth were coming in yellow. my mom told me it was because of the forumula i drank as a baby. as a kid i was able to deal with yellow teeth. heading into adolescence, i needed braces. my orthodontist carelessly put braces on my teeth when i had unattended cavities. as a teenager i had braces for about 6 years. it was a long process to get all my teeth straight. the day i had my braces removed, when i was about 17, my orthodontist told me not to look in the mirror. my teeth were discolored where the braces were. spots on them, orange and yellow.
back then, all that was available was bleaching, and it was too expensive for my parents.
i went into adulthood. my teeth began to decay more and more. i'm almost 30 years old, and i have the worst teeth i have ever seen. the top two front teeth almost have holes in them at the top. in a matter of months, maybe a year, i assume they will rot completely away. my molars are falling apart. i remember one time a few years ago i was talking to someone and i could feel the molar pieces rambling around in my mouth.
the smell is horrible. my breath is always bad. i can't get close to people even right after i brush my teeth.
i have a full time job. i have coworkers. i know they talk about me. i believe i've lost several other jobs as a result of my teeth.
i try to look on the brightside and think to myself that i am a great person inside. but it's affecting my life,it affects how people treat me.
i have a loving boyfriend who never mentions my teeth to me. he is very handsome, i am surprised he is with me.
i rarely go to events related to his job because i am embarrassed for him. i don't want his peers to know his girlfriend has disgusting teeth.
i'd rather them think i am just antisocial.
i know people talk about my teeth when i walk away. i was able to hide it for a long time, but now it's more than obvious. i am not conceited but i think my face is very attractive. i know i could feel better about myself if i had good teeth. or even mediocre teeth.
i have no health or dental insurance.
i have not been to a dental office since i had my braces removed when i was a teen. i am too scared, too embarrassed. i don't want a lecture. i feel terrible already. i just want someone to say "okay. let's fix this" and be on with it. i do not want a dentist asking me why. i'll be compelled to lie to him and say it's because i was bulemic or it's because i was stranded on a deserted island for years. i am so ashamed. i dont know what to do.
i have close friends. i know they know i feel pain inside. but no one mentions it to me. they're just being polite.
just once i'd like to laugh out loud, and not feel smaller than a pea for doing it.
does anyone have any suggestions for someone like me, a female, almost 30, with terrible teeth, and fear of embarrassment? i don't fear pain, i figure it'd be worth it.
i'm at the end of my rope. the condition of my teeth is killing my well being. it's making me a hermit. i'm too ashamed to leave the house but to go to work.
i'm afraid if i go to a dentist, they'll make fun of me too.
tonight i've been looking on ebay for dentures and false teeth that i can construct myself, because i am so scared of a dentist.
back then, all that was available was bleaching, and it was too expensive for my parents.
i went into adulthood. my teeth began to decay more and more. i'm almost 30 years old, and i have the worst teeth i have ever seen. the top two front teeth almost have holes in them at the top. in a matter of months, maybe a year, i assume they will rot completely away. my molars are falling apart. i remember one time a few years ago i was talking to someone and i could feel the molar pieces rambling around in my mouth.
the smell is horrible. my breath is always bad. i can't get close to people even right after i brush my teeth.
i have a full time job. i have coworkers. i know they talk about me. i believe i've lost several other jobs as a result of my teeth.
i try to look on the brightside and think to myself that i am a great person inside. but it's affecting my life,it affects how people treat me.
i have a loving boyfriend who never mentions my teeth to me. he is very handsome, i am surprised he is with me.
i rarely go to events related to his job because i am embarrassed for him. i don't want his peers to know his girlfriend has disgusting teeth.
i'd rather them think i am just antisocial.
i know people talk about my teeth when i walk away. i was able to hide it for a long time, but now it's more than obvious. i am not conceited but i think my face is very attractive. i know i could feel better about myself if i had good teeth. or even mediocre teeth.
i have no health or dental insurance.
i have not been to a dental office since i had my braces removed when i was a teen. i am too scared, too embarrassed. i don't want a lecture. i feel terrible already. i just want someone to say "okay. let's fix this" and be on with it. i do not want a dentist asking me why. i'll be compelled to lie to him and say it's because i was bulemic or it's because i was stranded on a deserted island for years. i am so ashamed. i dont know what to do.
i have close friends. i know they know i feel pain inside. but no one mentions it to me. they're just being polite.
just once i'd like to laugh out loud, and not feel smaller than a pea for doing it.
does anyone have any suggestions for someone like me, a female, almost 30, with terrible teeth, and fear of embarrassment? i don't fear pain, i figure it'd be worth it.
i'm at the end of my rope. the condition of my teeth is killing my well being. it's making me a hermit. i'm too ashamed to leave the house but to go to work.
i'm afraid if i go to a dentist, they'll make fun of me too.
tonight i've been looking on ebay for dentures and false teeth that i can construct myself, because i am so scared of a dentist.